HAIS. i really duno what to do. ai i not purposely de. is due to some circumstances den i said no. really. why why? why am i doing things that are not what im thinking? WHAT THE HECK I DOING ! AAAAAAAHHHHHH! whats wrong with me?? why do i think bother ppl's opinion so much? and hurt ppl. shit me hate myself. sijia sucks.